Its grim up north.....

Dear all,

I have been trying to fiddle with my blog and try to change things but think in the ned i jus fucked it up a bit more!!

I want to put pictures on it but its not that easy for some weird reason....but i have pictures on my facebook and hi5 account if you want to see pics...and i know u all do u vouyuers!

Talking of voyuers, what do u guys make of the new facebook? i really like it, unlike 90% of the facebook population, its good to know wot people have been getting up to and keeps an eye on thouse pervs out there... and there are plenty out there ...cough cough Bilal Anwar cough cough
(for those of you wondering what the hell is facebook..its a website that links thought who work or went to school/uni with each other its a really cool idea)

Well I have had quite a few visitors to the blog recently but no comments on the blog but more directly to me, many people were quite shocked at just how personal I was in the last one, well i decided to be more open and take the theory of a problem shared is a problem halved...

I graduated on tuesday, i got a 2.1 on BSc Project Management for Construction from UCL (University College London) which i was really happy with and though its no first for me it was a good result. My parents were happy, and gave me a handsome reward!!
I stayed at a friends place in Baker Street, where unfortunantly i dont c myself staying there again as i screwed the guys with their keys im sorry guys especially Farouq whom just left me a voicemail stating his views, which are completely understandble given the pressures of working in Canary Warf, to come home without keys to ur own flat, i completely understand cuz putting myself into his situation it would piss me off to no ends so i would like to say sorry here as well to the people of the flat....

Aneway im going back to London this weekend and then possibly off to qatar...I have had such a shit day, jus thinking of going to qatar fills me up with excitement yet fear and wearyness i jus want everything to be organised, this has to be one of the things that most piss me off, when i dont have anywhere of my own to stay, i can handel stayin over for a night or two but any longer and i jus feel lost, like i dont belong...some people wonder why i travel on my own, and part of the reason is i enjoy my own space and time, i like doing things at my own pace and my own way and i feel inhibitied when im staying at others... This summer i spent alot of the time with Bilal, and though he was a very good roommate, i did feel like i was constantly impossing on him and though he never made me feel like this its just my senstive nature that made me feel in that way but either way i just want to be settled..

So from the title it suggests i aint enjoying my northern stay on the contray I am firmly enjoying my stay however the situation surrounding my stay ie the test results, the marrige situation its all causing plenty of headaches and thus causing grimness around me...if ur confused think about the song 'Why does it always rain on me'...and u get the idea!

There is plenty more i have to say but i dont wish to bore you so til next time take care

Asif