Dear all,
its the end of November almost and i have again reached my aim of 9 blogs a month, which doesnt sound much but its pretty hard to fit in when ur working 48 hours minimum a week plus i spent a third of the month in the UK!
Well ull all be shocked to know I have a flat-mate, now its not out of choice, but the company has been increasing the number of people here near expentionaly and ALL THE HOTELS in Doha have been taken over by the goverment, therefore noone can rent any rooms which means we need to move everyone who has been staying in hotels and put them in flats. I dont know how long my current situation will last as i dont really like living with someone anemroe, i mean i like having my own space. Its not that hes a knob or anything, hes quite nice a guy its just like i said i need my own time. Though i picked the bigger bedroom, i have taken over mosf ot the living.dinning and kitchen rooms but i wont go as far as to be the flatmate from hell to make sure he moves, as firstly hes a nice guy and secondly I dont wanna get a reputation for being a knob, and though some of you think its jus a matter of time till my company think that aneway... im not ready for them to know yet!!
I watched the Man Utd vs Chelsea game the other night in a dirty shisha place, it was like i was watching the game with Drogba's family, except half of em were supporting Utd...
The game it self was a great game to watch and i miss watchin games especially utd games as they attack with such great verocity especially if there losing, its on the edge of ur seat kinda stuff!
Today i have a big meeting, the first one i held on my own, its going to be a semi live/semi telephone conference call as some of the particpants are not able to come. Im nevous as hell but at the same time I cant wait, its the kinda of thing i been looking forward to doing,and hopefully i will do well, I have my supervisor/mentor with me, so i know he will be da to help me, but sometimes though its really comforting to know I have someone da who can help when im stuck its sometimes better to find out for urself if u can swim, or if ur going to sink. I guess its like with a baby(i know some of the jokers out da will go thats cuz u r a baby, hah hah hah..NOT) when u dont know when there ready for things, thats why u mother them and over-mother them as in this case, my company has vested lots of money in me, and i know it wud not make sense to c me fail, and like that a mother will have vested lots of love in me, and therefore emotionaly wud not make sense if i failed, well sometimes (and i know its a lot easier saying it when ur not the parents/employer) u just have to let me c how good people are... Or at least how well they can cope. Same goes for relationships, like i said in the previous entry, my family obviously want the best for me, however they in this case cant keep mothering me, I wud never grow or become wise if there were limitations to my life learning, I need to find out for myself if Shamina and I will be as good together as I imagine, we might be we might not be, but whats imperitive is I find out for myself, and i hope I carry this same values when im a parent, but i dont know if I will, because I know when I care for someone I become more involved and protected of them to the extent its over-bearing....
Well thats enuff self-reflection i can take for today I best prepare for my meeting but hope you all have a great day and take care of yourselves...
Asif
ps. whilst spelling November i just about it odd the spelling, like really odd, how the mb is next to each other without a vowel, i know its a mute point just found it a odd way to spell the word! (i know the troubling world of a dysleix but man it looks strange to me!)
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