Now thats what I call Qatar 22: Shamina Update

Dear all,

Now i know the last2 entries have been a rather grim affair, however im in better spirits today!

im jus checking my fantasy football teams online,i had a good start so far but the weekend is only jus beginging!

So my life at the moment, has taken many turns, sometimes one which sees my future become clearer and others which dash my dreams and hopes and makes the future i want even further away, i think from what im saying u may gather im talking about me and Shamina. Well i havent updated anyone for a while on what is going on there at the moment, well things personally are great never been stronger however things between myself,my family and her are as distant as ever, and im getting really impatient(thus the last 2 depressive blogs) its weird, i jus saw OC season 4 eppiosde 1, and i wont ruin it for those who havent seen it and plan to, but i feel like one of the characters who is confused and has their girlfriend thousands of miles away(ok u guessed it im talking about the legend know as Seth Cohen...and u wont hear me saying Legend and Cohen in the same sentance that often!) well like our friend Seth, im undecided of what to do with the relationship I have, however unlike seth the problem is not with each other but with our parents.

Yesterdy I mentioned Mike, the Coptic Egyptian guy i work and live with, well i was talking to him bout Shamina, and he understoof the whole class thing and say it happens in Egypt too, we both also understood its a parents perogrative to wan da best for their kid. However there comes a point when u must let ur child make their own mistakes/choices, depending on how u c it, no marriage is a gurantted success but the chances to succed are surely better when the two parties want it to happen, i dont know what is going to happen with me and Shamina, but im sick of the stalemate that currently exists and sooner rather than later me and my family will have to decide just how the future will work....something that though im looking forwad to being with Shamina, im not looking forward to the confortation that is going to happen! to find out the answers but i think its all about building my character and standing for what I belive in.

Aneway i best go as I have work tomrw morning, but take care of yourselves!

Asif